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Post  Ellen-Natalie on Wed Jun 14, 2017 6:20 pm

Last week I tweeted there was a family tragedy that would be affecting updates, and would provide more details later. What had happened was my husband killed himself. I won't go into detail of how or why, those who need to know already do. But I do want to be transparent of what's going on right now, and how it's going to affect FE in the future.

My parents flew in for the weekend, helping clean the apartment and remove anything of Husband's I didn't want to keep. I've arranged for his remains to be cremated (his wishes), and am planning a small memorial in Texas for him. When I receive the ashes, I'll be traveling to Utah to divide the ashes to his mother and help host a funeral. Between cleaning and planning, I've also been making arrangements to reserve and move into a smaller apartment as soon as it's available. My parents helped box up a lot of things I won't be using in the next couple months, and the local LDS bishop has offered to help review therapy options, which I plan to discuss with him further.

My parents also helped evaluate what my financial situation would be now that it's only one income, and it's...going to be hard. I've mentioned before I hesitate to share my personal life online, but I also believe artists should be more open about how they manage their finances and business. It's as valuable of information to share as what tools you use to create. In my case, Husband and I were juggling a lot of debt we'd accrued from moving across the country twice, having to replace the car and sharing a student loan. It was manageable between the two of us, but with only one income continuing that balance would be impossible. Because of this, the past week has also been spent talking with debt consolidators, re-negotiating accounts, and consulting a bankruptcy lawyer on what options I have moving forward.

So, how this will affect FE:

First off, Fan Art Event will still happen. I'd like to keep updates going on the site will sorting out things outside of FE. Because I no longer know what my travel plans are, though, the deadline won't be strict. If you'd like to create and submit a fan comic, I'd love to share your work.

For the comic itself, FE will continue. I've struggled with updates this year, and it's difficult at this point to say when regular updates can resume again. But this comic is a project I'm invested in, and I am still drawing. I need to draw. I just can't predict right now when I have time for it. For now, I'll be posting new pages as they're completed.

Regarding Patreon, I know there's some rewards that need to be finished and new ones are being pledged for. I am doing my best to keep track of who is owed what, and plan to throw myself into getting them all caught up after the funerals and financial issues have been resolved. However, the book project I was working on this year has been placed on hold. The print budget I was counting on is now needed to help out with monthly bills. I hope to start building a budget for printing again in a few months, but for now any comics published will be in digital format.


And finally, I've gotten a lot of kind messages from you guys, offering sympathy and support even though you didn't know exactly what was going on. Thank you guys so much. Once again, you've proven FE Fans are awesome.

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Post  The J.A.M. on Wed Jun 14, 2017 10:26 pm

My condolences.
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Post  UnknownFromLocalhost on Thu Jun 15, 2017 3:52 am

My deepest condolences. Dont worry about us. I guess everyone currently waiting for rewards could understand your Situation. Keep your head up. Family comes first.

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Post  CelticRose on Thu Jun 15, 2017 5:11 pm

I am so sorry. Sending prayers and good thoughts your way.
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Post  Cutekitty on Thu Jun 15, 2017 6:54 pm

I am so sorry for your loss.
Please, take care of yourself as best you can and do not be afraid to ask others to help take care of you too. Not just therapists (though yes, therapy, good idea and I hope it helps) but also family and friends.
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Post  Renadt on Thu Jun 15, 2017 11:53 pm

I have experience losing loved ones. I do not have experience with that kind of loss. Take as much time as you need to recover. Sad
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Thank you

Post  potatogun on Fri Jun 16, 2017 8:21 am

I mourn your loss! I, too, have struggled with suicidal thoughts and feelings. It has not been easy to make my way back up to where I am now. I had much help. I just wanted to die. I wanted to leave the world because I felt I would not contribute positively to it. How wrong I was! How much mercy has been shown to me. I thank you for sharing this comic with us. For some of us, it has really helped us get through another day with smiles on our faces and in our hearts. It has helped me step out of my "comfort zone" and become a better person. More able to spend quality time with those I love. More able to accomplish my dreams. Thank you so much! I will pray for you and those around you, that they will see your needs and care.

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Post  Mr Ed on Sat Jun 17, 2017 9:23 pm

I...don't know what to say. I haven't lost anyone so close, and certainly not in such a manner. I don't really know what will help; but, please know that I DO care for you!!!

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Re: Family Tragedy

Post  Stitches1974 on Mon Jul 03, 2017 7:10 pm

Very sorry for your loss. Please take all the time you need to get things taken care of for you and your family.

I also sent you a PM as well. Feel free to reply if you wish.


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Update, Plans for August

Post  Ellen-Natalie on Wed Aug 02, 2017 10:56 pm

Been getting messages asking how I'm doing, what's going on. It's hard to know what to share, still processing a lot. First off, there's been so much support and kindness from you all the past couple months, I really can't thank you enough.

I'm doing better. I can function, work, visit friends, pay bills, even laugh sometimes. Other times I lie down and don't want to move. When that happens, I give myself ten minutes, then push to do something productive. Even if it's just taking a shower. The local LDS bishop offerred to pay for therapy sessions for a few months through their family services, which I accepted. I'm not sure yet if they're helping, but it is nice having a neutral party to talk to.

Finance-wise, been looking for as many ways as possible to cut monthly expenses. Small things, like unplugging everything before leaving for Office Job, and bigger things - such moving to a cheaper apartment. Earlier I mentioned exploring different options to manage debt, the unanimous feedback received was to hire a bankruptcy lawyer. I've done this, been corresponding with him and preparing my case. Both the moving date and court date got scheduled during the same week this month.

In regards to how this will affect FE, updates will continue to be posted as they're completed, and I'm looking into older pieces to share during the busier parts of this month. Regarding Patreon, I haven't gotten as many rewards done as I'd hoped, but I am still keeping track of who's owed what. Maybe once the legal and moving matters are resolved I can plan something big and productive to celebrate.

Again, thank you all for your kindness. You've shared personal stories, encouraging words, and offered solutions to help with FE. I'm sorry I haven't responded to them all, but reading them is a bright spot in my day. You're all amazing.
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Post  Stitches1974 on Thu Aug 03, 2017 7:46 am

Ellen,

Thank you for the update. I was wondering how you were doing and didn't want to seem intrusive, by sending a bunch of PMs. Good to hear things are going in a positive direction and I hope it stays that way.


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Post  Ellen-Natalie on Mon Sep 04, 2017 9:53 am

Been getting messages asking how things are going lately, and things are okay. I've moved into a smaller, cheaper apartment - but as everything's getting unpacked and settled in, I believe it'll be a good place to stay. Hoping to finish unpacking all the art stuff supplies.

The legal matters seem to be settled for now, everything should be finalized in the next couple months as the trustee follows up with all parties involved.
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Post  Stitches1974 on Thu Sep 07, 2017 6:14 pm

Thank you for the new update. I'm glad things are going well for you.
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